Shades of Pain

By: AonB

Another black kid got shot by a white cop.

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Ten . . .

Nine . . .

Eight . . .

Seven . . .

I count the amount of breaths they have taken

Six . . .

Five . . .

Four . . .

Three

I watch as the bullets approach

Sir Newton can’t stop these apples from falling

My mouth voices my shock

As screams run out in a panic my legs do the same

I try to help you

But a man in blue blocks me from saving you

You did everything for me

And in return I sit and watch you as you bleed

How is that fair?

The tick of the old clock never seems to stop

I count the minutes

As I did the bullets when you got shot by the cop

Two . . .

One . . .

I watched as your blood greeted

the pavement

Like a river flowing to its end

Hands in pockets

not visible to Blue eyes

This cliche is way too overplayed

Like roses are red

Violets are blue

Your black body bleeds red

That cops wears blue

This whole white cop shoots innocent black kid

Dates back to slavery

Master vs slave

White vs black

Always has been

Why did I think it could change?

Why did I think that the color

of your skin wouldn’t automatically

grant a bullet in your head?

I try to scramble to you

But a man in blue keeps me from reaching

You

My brother

Please don’t die on me

Hold on just one more day

Why did we have to hang out today?

 



The tick of the old clock never seems to stop

I count the minutes

as I did the bullets when you got shot by the cop

Mom hasn’t been the same

Church hasn’t been the same

When you sang

The community hasn’t been the same

The world, however, stays the same

The headlines read something new

The earth continues to circle round and around

The clock continues to tick and tick

The tick of the old clock never seems to stop

I count the minutes

As I did the bullets when you got shot by the cop

The tick of the old clock never seems to stop

I count the minutes

As I did my heart beat

when I got shot by the cops

Systemic racism took ahold of the gun

Profiling cocked it back

And a white man pulled the trigger

Shooting me with eyes wide open

Like Bruno said

He kept his eye wide open

Each breath spreads adrenaline

Through my limbs

And I’m becoming numb to the pain

My Once Upon a Time not reaching a Happily Ever After

And like every modern day Cinderella

People already know the lines of the next chapter

I hope you read my story in today’s news

And don’t toss me aside

Like that history project that’s been overdue

Let your heart cry for me

Let yourself feel the pain

See my pain

Don’t be numb to my pain

Don’t close your eyes to not see my face

Guess Emmett Till was left in disgrace

Look at my face

Don’t be numb to my pain

Let that pain be the staircase that leads you

To make that change

Like Morrison, face the how and not the why

And maybe if you do, no other

black momma’s cries will be sounded at night

Black boy got shot and he’s numb to the pain.

Black boy got shot and the whole world is numb to his pain.

Don’t become numb to the pain.

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DON’T BECOME NUMB TO THE PAIN